Thursday, February 16, 2006

Give And Take

Sadness is fading away ,
It must be the passion that im feeling again .

Did i wake up from the wrong side of bed ?
For that my heart is beating faster and stronger than i am .

Am i impressed with my own achievements ?
For what else have i not done in my life ?
Did i love once or twice without failing to fall out of it ?
Or did i deny myself from love into the bottomless pit ?


Regretted the love i once threw away ?
I dun think im feeling so .
Because my heart is beating stronger ,
For that my feeling for love is gone no more .


Who else in this world shall i fall for ?
For once again , i commit my own mistakes .
And who else shall i turn to this time ?
Im tired of the givings and tired of the takes .

What Else ?

Ive cried enough .
For u ,
Ive been through thunder and storms .
Now ,
What else isit that u want from me ?

Ive said enough .
For u ,

Ive spelt every word that i knew .
Now ,

What else isit that u want from me ?

Ive done enough .
For u ,

Ive built our lovely home .
Now ,
What else isit that u want from me ?

Ive loved enough .
For myself ,

I shall forgive u and forget u .
Now ,
Ive already done so ...

What else isit that u want from me ?

Inside Out

Inside this house ,
Nobody shall pull me down .
Outside that house ,
All i wear is a frown .

Inside this heart ,

Is the hatred that brews .
Outside that heart ,
Are the dull coloured hues .

Inside this smile ,

Hides many crocodile teeth .
Outside that smile ,
Thousand blossoms wreathed .

Inside these eyes ,
Shows a single reflection .
Outside these eyes ,

Are tears of my affection .

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Black Pot

Im a pot ,
A black ugly pot .
Where i stand at the corner ,

Alone , forever .

Till someone comes ,
And uses me like some ,

Nasty thing , and they ,
Spit inside and then ,
They just walk away ...

Or even some ,

Who comes ,
And they bring me out ,
To a leaking roof , and
They put me under ,

As a job of a basin .

Im just a pot ,

When im useful , they come ,
And when im not ,
Im left alone at the corner ,
Alone , forever .

Saturday, December 24, 2005

The Creature Of The Heart

Silent creature of the heart ,
Slept in its cave for thousand years .
Sudden warmth awoke its hibernation ,
That touched the heartless creature into tears .

But unassured about its emotions ,
The creature just played along .
Blushing red with anger ,
It crushed everything and throngs .

To reflect over many incidents ,
Maybe its not all a lie .
It might be true emotions ,
Flashing from a ray of light .

The creature laid back silently ,
Into its cave of darkness .
Theres nothing it can do ,
But to smile for its happiness .

Great

Great respect ,
Comes with great responsibility .
Bad reputation ,
Comes after psychological hostility .

Good health ,
Comes with good and bright future .
Filthy wealth ,
Comes to show the ugly features .

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Tomb

My shoes were wearing out ,
As i walked through the garden of death .
Where the angels die ,
And where demons are brought to life ,
In the garden of death .

My eyes were bloodshot red ,
As i stared at the statue of the dead .
The honour and glory ,
Of the hidden stories ,
Behind the statue of the dead .

The piercing screech pierced my ear ,
As i heard the song of death .
Music brought me elsewhere ,
To a place where nobody care ,
About the song of death .

My heart stopped at that instant ,
When i saw the tomb of my death .
A rush of blood to my brain ,
That hits me hard till i faint ,
Falling into the tomb of my death .

Kiss

A gentle peck on my cheeks ,
Left the roses turning red .
They were blooming with shame ,
As we laid gently on my bed .

U have dark brown eyes ,
Which reflected my own .
Our hands were still held ,
Close with me and u alone .

I got a bit closer ,
U got my hint .
We both moved together ,
Then we threw a glint .

I wet my lips and smiled ,
It brought u to softness .
As i help ur head close ,
So i kissed ...

And brought this curse !

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Christmas

Festive joy snowed over ,
Embellishing the city lights .
Beautiful christmas trees ,
Decorated and shining bright .

Music of carols sounded ,
In my ear nothing else i hear .
As it touches my heart deep ,
I thought and dropped a tear .

Christmas is nearing soon ,
And things might happen again .
I just wanna go home ,
A simple trip by the train .

Before christmas trees burn ,
And people fleeing from danger .
Falling cathedral bells ,
Hits on the public strangers .

We Dunno

Hand to hand ,
Mind to mind .
As we held close ,
Thoughts to thoughts .


I dunno u ,
But im not certain .
Who might be the one ,
That do i yearn .

Eye to eye ,
Touch to touches .
Waiting for the moment ,
Smile to smile .

U dunno me ,
But u'll never know .
Who might be the one ,
That loves u so .

Saturday, November 26, 2005

2 Faced

Precipitous bluffs ,
With blatant lies .
I saw it all through ,
All through ur eyes .

Dwelled into the past ,
Where i dug out ur flaws .
I understood it ,
I understood it all .

I know where i stand ,
Now that im in ur heart .
Not even a single foot close ,
In fact , several yards apart .

Sad , really really maddening ,
As i read through my diary .
I searched high and low ,
Just to satisy my inquiry .

Mercy

Villagers gathered ,
With their hands cupped .
They stood out in the field ,
Anticipating the ritual to start .

They spoke in different tongues ,
As they chanted their runes .
Watching the evening sun ,
Chasing hot afternoons .

Now the time is ripe ,
And the people obligedp .
The temple priest's callings ,
As they break the heaven dike .

Merciful rain showered ,
Upon this once arable land .
Blissful pourings from heaven ,
Fell into the villager's hands .

Monday, November 21, 2005

Nightmare

I dreamt of horror ,
Of sirens and screams .
Haunting spirits ,
Vengeful in my dreams .

I see colours of red ,
With the smell of burning .
Everything was tipsy ,
Inverted and ever turning .

It was burning hot ,
And i was sweating profusely .
I couldnt stop running ,
From the smell of potpourri .

Angels with black robes ,
Holding white burning candles .
Sending one holy baby ,
Into his sleeping cradle .

Saturday, November 19, 2005

See The Past

Rise and shine ,
As the scorching sun ,
Burns ur sleepy eyes open .

Slow and nice ,
It tears ur eyelids apart ,
And scar ur eyes with bloody tears .

Smooth and fine ,
The eyes will lose its sight ,
And soon ur eyebags grow heavier .

Right in time ,
U'll see nothing of the present ,
And the future , but only things of the past .

Friday, November 18, 2005

My Recipe

Basilisk's poison ,
Rodent's tail .
Avian's feather ,
Child's fear .

Tragus' beard ,
Felis' paws .
Bovine's horn ,
Scorpion's claws .

Leonine's courage ,
Owl's eyes .
Piscis' curiosity ,
Pithecus' thighs .

This is the recipe ,
Not to create powerpuff .
But to create something else ,
An else that u wouldnt wanna know .

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Hush

Hush ,
Quiet and listen to the whispers of the woods .
Isnt it wonderful to be able to talk to the trees ?
But isnt it better to be able to hear them talk ?

Hush ,
Quiet and listen to the tinkling of the rain .
Isnt it beautiful to hear such sounds ?
But isnt it better to hear them as music ?

Hush ,
Quiet and listen to the bellow of the cello .
Isnt it wondrous to hear such sadness ?
But isnt it better to unveil the secrets within its sadness ?

Hush ,
Quiet and listen to what im trying to tell u .
Isnt it simple and fantastic to be together ?
But isnt it better if we are just friends ?

Shadows And Reflections

Lonely shadow on the wall ,
Casted with hesitation .
With darkness which outlines over ,
The glory's salvation .

Uve stepped into this lonely world ,
With nothing , no plan in hand .
Where the rides on heaven flows ,
To where else u may take ur stand .

Lonely reflection upon the silver lake ,
U were brought here by another self .
The moon and stars will be ur accompany ,
Granted by the fairies , pixies and elves .

Ur a clear imitation of who ,
Whicheva master u belong .
To himself , herself or myself ,
Just like an old forgotten song .

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Love

Love paints my face ,
Love let the lost be found .
Love kills my pain ,
Love makes the world go round .

Love tames my soul ,
Love makes me wonder .
Love turns bitter sweet ,
Love was just torn asunder .

Monday, November 07, 2005

Daydreams

Love while u can ,
Before white bird flies .
When the blades scissor ,
All bonds and ties .

Dun keep silence so loudly ,
Let it scream and shout .
Should it wake me from slumber ,
Just puff my dreamy clouds .

Saturday, November 05, 2005

My Decision

In its oblique darkness ,
There shone a line .
Brightly shining with glory ,
So pure and so refined .

I stood behind the line ,
Thinking what might win me over .
But i knew the answers deep within me ,
And nothing will unlock the lies ive covered .

However i found something in his touch ,
This refreshing feeling ive never had .
I can say that he loves me ,
But im stubborn and adamant .

What is ever good enough ,
Even if i were to be here .
In this oblique darkness ,
I shall stay in fear .

Sagacity

The mermaid sat upon the coral rock ,
And sang sirens of sorrow and grief .
The sailors heard the beautful singing ,
And fell into their trap into the reef .

The piercing voice that spoke of evil ,
Sounded angelic to their ears .
The forlorn gulls followed deep ,
Into the darkness that they weaved .

Cinderella

Beyond the grey horizon ,
I see nothing but the endless boundary .
Cupping my hands and praying hard ,
That someone will come save me .

A prince charming from afar ,
Come riding on a macho stallion .
Marked to come for me , the princess ,
Who is then abused and fallen .

Come to me my prince ,
As ive waited naked in bare .
For ur love has brought me ,
Never ending sorrow and grief .

Longing for this very kiss ,
As i shaped my lips in wonder .
This missing shoe made of glass ,
Is awaiting for its righteous owner .

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

A Surge Of Wrath

A surge of anger ,
Such a forceful flow .
A bolt from the blues ,
Sets my spirits low .

A rush of blood ,
Into my head .
Radiating anger ,
Which everone dreads .

A rise in level ,
Of my boiling blood .
Heating fears deep within ,
My peeps and slanderous mud .

Final blow ,
So forceful .
Like a studded wall falling ,
As i blow and blow and blow and blow ...

Sunday, October 30, 2005

Never

Im never merry ,
When i see people kiss .
Im never happy ,
When i see people smile .

Im never elated ,
When i see people laugh .
Im never amused ,
When i see people joke .

Im never joyful ,
When i see people hold hands .
Im never comfortable ,
When i see people hug .

Im never open ,
When i see people giving .
Im never blitheful ,
When i see ur face .

Will U Remember ?

Will u remember ,
The moon that reflected upon an image on my face ?
Will u remember ,
The sunrise that shone a golden liquid across the sea ?

Will u remember ,
The ice cream that caked my lips ?
Will u remember ,

The silent night , so sweet , that we slept ?

Will u remember ,
The long beach walks under the moon ?
Will u remember ,
The late night calls that rang our phones ?

Will u remember then ,
The fights that bruised our hearts ?
Will u remember then ,
The time and place that we part ?

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Away-ed

So u stole my heart ,
And now im left here falling .
Closed my doors and shut it shut ,
Leaving me in darkness ,
So lonely .

So u bashed my soul ,
And now im left here bleeding .
Injured my feelings and beat it dead ,
Leaving me in darkness ,
Torturing .

So u felt my touch ,
And now im left here thinking .
Off my lights and black me out ,
Leaving me in darkness ,
Still thinking .

So u walked away ,
And now im left here waiting .
Stopped my time and trapped me here ,
Leaving me in darkness ,
Tearing and crying .

Bye

Now uve sailed away ,
Into a grey sky morning .
I cant believe it ,
That love can be that boring .

Ur still the best ,
The best ive ever had .
Dun leave me hanging ,
Here with nothing , so sad .

Now uve gone away ,
Into a grey sky morning ,
I am sitting here ,
With dreadful mourning .

Love can be that boring ,
Even when im here to stay .
Nothing's quite the same now ,
When i hear u say ...

Friday, October 28, 2005

Am I ?

Gentle and soft ,
Im the Mr.Nice ?
Quiet and conserved ,
Im as cold as ice ?

When i talk non-stop ,
They say im talkative .
When i see things close ,
They say im too attentive .

Stupid and bovine ,
Im the Mr.Dumb ?
Sad and disappointed ,
Im like forever a glum , hopless gloom ?

When i help ,
They say im busybody .
When i dun do anything much ,
They only say , nothing to me .

Thursday, October 27, 2005

The Encumbrance

Im feeling the burden ,
The load i carry on my back .
Its pulling me down ,
As i started bending and hack .

Its too heavy for me ,
Though how big i am .
Like the amount i forced ,
Into myself as i cram .

Jerk it up but ,
It'll always drop .
Into the shallow waters ,
A short hollow plop .

I couldnt hold it ,
Any longer i'll just fall .
This heavy sack of hays ,
Will be with me in thrall .

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Privacy

I see birds in the sky ,
And i hear eagles call .
I see fishes swim ,
As the sky starts to squall .

I see lovers kiss ,
And i hear them smooch .
I see intimacy ,
As i start to pooch .

We ran towards a shelter ,
To avoid the pouring rain .
So we could get on with our ,
Touches , completely sane .

Nobody is looking ,
And i think we are safe .
We spend our time alone ,
Together like an orphaned waif .

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Learned

Ive suffered burning pain ,
Agony and torments .
Bruised by evil and ,
All those questions i circumvent .

Ive gone through hell ,
With thick fire smoke .
Clampering low on the floor ,
Left there till i choke .

Ive survived tirades ,
Many consequences ive faced before .
Accustomed to vendettas ,
Usually i'll just ignore .

Now im a learned person ,
With more that i should know .
I can start living a proper life now ,
May i , can i or will i not .

Saturday, October 22, 2005

Something

There is something in ur eyes ,
There is something in ur smile .
There is something in ur touch ,
There is something in ur kiss .

There is fire in ur eyes ,
There are crocodiles in ur smiles .
There is coldness in ur touch ,
There are poison in ur kisses .

Where ?

U came and u planted ,
This beacon of love ,
And u watered it with care .

It grew and grew ,
To a tree so tall ,
With leaves shaped like flair .

But when u left ,
The tree died helpless ,
U werent even aware .

Though u came back ,
To this scarred land ,
All those love werent there .

U paid for ,
All those hardworks ,
But it ended up despaired .

Thinking that ,
The tree will remember ,
Only how justice was unfair .

Naive and yet ,
So smart one can be ,
Can commit such err .

To the once ,
Once true love ,
That u once declared .

U broke ur promise ,
And u lied ,
Though u swear .

Consequence ,
U know of ,
Even if u dare .

Im speechless ,
To what ur thinking ,
Thoughts that we once shared .

Where is love left ?
Where is the tree ?
Where is where ?

Send The World

What are the problems in this world ?
Disasters , chaos or politics ?
When will all these end to silence and peace ?
With a handshake , a bow and a kiss ?

If things doesnt end ,
Someone will end it soon .
A messenger from heaven ,
Shall come and send the world into silence .

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Space's Heart

Pick out the stars ,
The stars in the starry sky .
Choose only one u love ,
And take a ride and fly .

It shall bring u to the moon ,
And to all ur fantasies .
To walk on the milkyway ,
Smiling with ecstasy .

Wish upon the star ,
The bright and shining one .
Overwhelmed by its love ,
Like emotions from the sun .

Dream a starry dream ,
And may it all come true .
To spend this lonely starry night ,
With no one else , but u .

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Unbreak My Heart

Undo this magic ,
Unwind this love .
Unseal my freedom .
Unlock this dove .

Untie my shackles ,
Undoubt my faith .
Uncoat my comfort ,
Unfold my day .

Unload your weapons ,
Unzip your pants .
Uncover those tears ,
Under those tents .

Unveil those secrets ,
Unpack my cards .
Until im sorry , then u ,
Unbreak my heart .

Curses

Blasphemous rites of a witches' Sabbath ,
Disgrace to Christ and humanity .
And say 'god quit you!' be familiar with ,
Permanent disorder of the mind , insanity !

In their hearts, that for their tongues to be weapons ,
The devil to his fellow and delight .
Was stabbed with bloody daggers , god , I pray him ,
Infront of your bright shining light .

And in him , his pride lies buried ,
That his sins will award his pain .
With his eyes full of anger ,
Hope god will be kind and take half of his brain .

Now sins are sins and they'll not be forgotten ,
But forgiven they may be .
An indulge of your impulses ,
The devil is on a killing spree .

Friday, October 14, 2005

Fade Off

Push me off the cliff ,
And force me down to death .
Let me pull myself up ,
Till im out of breath .

Light me up with fire ,
And let me burn and die .
Dun pour me with any water ,
Unless i dropped a tear and cry .

Throw me out to the ocean ,
And drown me in the sea .
Let the sharks feed on my body ,
Till i wail of death like a banshee .

Now let me rest in my comfort ,
Sleep in my lover's bed .
Sing me a lullaby and rock my cot ,
Till memory starts to fade .

Sunday, October 02, 2005

The Way I Am

Im sad and im shattered ,
Im mad and im wasted .
Im bad and im twisted ,
Im crap and im corrupted .

Why people just cant accept me ,
The way i am and the way i wanna be .
Why people just cant take it ,
The way i act or the way i fake it .

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Sing My Lovesongs

Let me sing my love to the mountains ,
Let it echoe and ring .
Let the people of the village hear my callings ,
And let them know what love brings .

Let me sing my love to the rivers ,
Let it flow and carry .
Let the people of the village hear my callings ,
And let them know wake up the fairy .

Let me sing my love to the grasslands ,
Let it sway and travel .
Let the people of the village hear my callings ,
And let them know the galloping gravels .

Let me sing my love to u ,
Let it touch and imbue .
Let the people of the world hear my singing ,
And let them know how much i love u .

Gone With The Wind

Its been so long ...
How many seasons has passed ?
I wonder how many flowers bloomed ,
And how many had died because of us .

I laid down on the flowerbed ,
Put me to sleep ...
Let me just go ,
Be gone with the winds .

How much tears rained from above ?
And how many caught them with their palms ?
I think i will never have to suffer ,
From his evil sharpened tongue .

Where does the wind die ?
Where does it end ?
Does the end of the road tells a story ?

Or maybe the last number to fill my ten .

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Retribution

Somebody's gonna get hurt ,
Im serious , one day , very soon .
Danger red shining alert ,
Im ready for action , platoon !?

Retribution comes in many ways ,
Some may come when time ripes .
Usually they dun come in a few days ,
Not ur obvious stars or stripes .

Somebody's gonna get hurt ,
Im serious , i'll make it happen .
Almost rude , as the response so curt ,
Like a distorted pearl , misshapened .

Retribution comes in many ways ,
Some may come in a sudden .
Usually they come like praises ,
Then a blink , they just happen .

Friday, September 02, 2005

In The Eyes Of The Girl

He sat opposite of me ,
I couldnt take my eyes off him .
He was cute , handsome and charming ,
But he was holding something thin .

Cool dreamy eyes ,
With a well-built top .
Fit and proportionate thighs ,
My attention was robbed .

My dream guy ,
The cool and suave one .
But was all shattered in peices ,
Because hes holding a cigarette .

[Judged based on the reaction of a girl in the train]

Monday, August 29, 2005

Irony

Morales are twisted by leaders of the earth ,
While rights are taught by cults .
Judgement is given at the start of the birth ,
Before they grow into adults .

No smoking in the smoking lobby ,
While u litter on the streets .
Slimming sessions during ur lunch time breaks ,
Like as if the bitter fruit is sweet .

A solar-powered torch light ,
Or a leg-powered wheelchair ?
Like the torch is shining bright ,
While the barber pays for ur hair .

Finally theres always a teacher ,
Who teaches all the right things .
But she dun practice what she preach ,
Like hearing the devils sing .

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Gone Forever

Suddenly just gone like that ,
Without a hint .
Disappeared right infront of me ,
A momentary glint .

I thought that it was mine ,
Till i know its gone .
Wishing that it'll come back ,
When its already dawn .

Its gone forever ...

Monday, August 22, 2005

Norm

Food food food food ,
Eat and eat and eat .
Good good good good ,
Dream and dream and dream .

Blink blink blink blink ,
Play and paly and play .
Sins sins sins sins ,
Pray and pray and pray .

Needs needs needs needs ,
Want and want and want .
Weeds weeds weeds weeds ,
Haunt and haunt and haunt .

Things we do and things we did ,
Will never change how things are .
But when we keep doing things we do ,
Then it'll turn out the way they are .

Do U Know Me ?

If u still dunno me by now ,
U'll never get to know the real me .
But if uve known me since a long time ago ,
Then i think u'll never meet the new me .

Ive changed for the better ,
The better which i think i am .
But there are things that ive not touched on ,
Its how to be a better person that how i am .

If u think that im still how i was ,
Then its useless knowing me now .
The point of knowing me is to update urself ,
On how i am yesterday , before and now .

But what good is to know me ,
If u still dunno me well .
Then i think u can forget me ,
I can forget u , might as well ?

Sunday, August 21, 2005

Memory Of Trees

Under the shaddy fainting glows ,
I made my way out of the garden .
Along the lonely stretch of road ,
I made a prayer and i said , amen .

I missed the beauty ,
The cool and gentle touch .
Where i laid my hand ,
And i felt its clutch .

I heard the whispers of the floras ,
As it shared its precious secrets .
They were aware of my presence ,
When i held the entrance tickets .

The chilling zephyr brushed against my face ,
And i felt and heard its cooling breeze .
As i see the faunas live in the lake ,
It showed me the memory of trees .

Flight

Feeling the cold unfriendly air brushing against my face ,
I felt no fear , just numb and lonely .
Walking into the big empty silent hall ,
With no friends waiting , just me and lonely .

I took out my passport and all my tickets ,
And showed it to the burly old man .
Entering the waiting area , with strangers all around ,
I felt so out of place , like a nomadic man .

Waiting for me turn , i saw other planes taking their flight ,
I felt no worries , just mournful and sad .
Nobody came to see me off ,
Feeling so lonely , so bored and im just so sad .

As i look out the window , to see my mother land ,
But all i saw was little shining lights .
No friends in sight , no family i saw ,
Just hoping that my future ahead is bright .

Saturday, August 20, 2005

Mystery

Dark grey clouds gathered at the horizon ,
With sounds of thunder and signs of rain .
The old man in the field is frizzy wizzened ,
As the baby blue of the sky starts to faint .

The old man stood stiff and still ,
In the middle of an empty field .
He know that the test will never fail ,
As the answers will soon be revealed .

Heavy clouds started to release its burden ,
As little droplets became heavier and heavier .
The old man recalls of the memory of Verdun ,
The darkened clouds will fall till its clear .

The old man showered in joy and ran around ,
His happiness and his soul was lost and found .
Drifting as the wind lifted him off the ground ,
As he followed blindly whereva it surrounds .

The Robber Bee

Clever , witty , intelligent and smart .
A robber bee , disguised as the bee , as such .
Hides in others hives and steal whateva they have .
Not felony , nor smuggling , but just simply theft .

The robber bee dwells deep and it is cunning .
It plunders fast and escapes faster by its swift swift wings .
Leaving nothing left or maybe even a murder of the queen .
Crafty , smart , cunning , swift and somewhere in between .

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Silence Is Utmost Dangerous

Standing along the cliff ,
To the edge of death .
Across the Gulf horned whiff ,
Making my very last breath .

From afar i hear the sounds ,
Wardrums , cymbals and snares .
Cry and echoe surrounds ,
As my man held their arrows prepared .

Ships of thousands came sailing ,
With sounding horns and drums .
The morale of my people were dying ,
As the terror and horror comes .

I stood stiff and watched ,
What my people had thought .
Its no time to hold any haught ,
As it has affected the way i fought .

Now the battle is lost ,
And the lesson is learned .
Never harass a silent dog ,
Or the curse will befall in return .

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Unwanted

Shelter ,
Father ,
Water ,
Scumps .

Trees ,
Banshees ,
Cheese ,
Plump .

Spicy ,
Sticky ,
Juicy ,
Thumb .

Tick ,
Tock ,
Flick ,
Dumped .

Wishing Stars

Dream a dream ,
And reach for the stars .
Hold on to your hopes ,
And dun look out too far .

Wish a wish ,
And wish upon the stars .
Hold on with faith ,
Wherever u are .

Monday, August 15, 2005

You Are Not

When u blush when u see someone's face ,
And your heart is beating at a racing pace ,
Ur face is hot and flushed with red ,
U know ur in love , but its not .

When u know that you are better ,
And u heard that others say your good ,
U hear only all the flatters ,
U think your the best , but your not .

When u write a thesis with verbosity ,
And u fill up plenty of spaces ,
U think u'll get the points ,
U feel that u are smart , but your not .

When u are filled with grace ,
And when light shines on your face ,
Ur enlightened for you have faith ,
U think that u are holy , but please , your not .

Im Not Your Nice Guy

When the sky starts to darken ,
And your hope starts to dwindle ,
Beware and know ,
That someone is always there for u .

When the load gets heavier ,
And your dream seems further ,
Relax and know ,
That someone will always stay true .

When your friends are getting further ,
And your family starts to break up ,
Keep your faith close ,
For that someone will patch things up .

But when i start to back out ,
And i start to freak out ,
Dun stay so naive ,
Because ive already gave up on u .

Sunday, August 14, 2005

This Is But This

Dreams are but dreams ,
When u know that it isnt true .
Wisdom is merely wisdom ,
When one dun need to learn is still a fool .

Hopes are only hopes ,
When nothing is done to fulfill it .
Looking up is just lifting your head ,
When ur still down at the bottom of a pit .

Love is forever love ,
When only one seeks for it dearly .
Lost is but just lost ,
When something sunk deep into the sea .

Friday, August 12, 2005

The 9 Planets

Eccentric moon-like sphere ,
Roughly cratered and very old .
Burning closest to the sun ,
As it is what im told .

Brightest shining like the star ,
Volcanoes erupting thick lava .
A ball with no magnetic field ,
Images of white christmas with Santa .

A sphere which holds all humanity ,
Brightly stationed in the space .
Stone revolves due to gravity ,
As all shines and orbit with grace .

Suspicious and devillish red ,
Signs of water , fluid and vast dust storms .
Its easily spotted with unaided eyes ,
As we see its surface stretched and torn .

Bright wandering star ,
Gaseous material with no solid ground .
Zones and belts seems so far ,
Like the citylights from the towns .

Cassini divisions with fainting rings ,
Milky ways forms around grace .
Complex tidal resonancing things ,
Like the beauty of one's face .

Ignored by mistakes of a star ,
Beauty blue moon with bands of clouds .
Rapidly blowing and very faint ,
Like the sea just out of house .

Cold rocks and ice ,
Freezing and lonely blue .
Like the pale blue skies ,
Empty and nothing , just hues .

Accompanied by Charon with baby stone ,
Smallest planet thats furthest from home .
Classified as asteroid or comet , stranger in space ,
As its surface has not been seen and we dunno what to trace .

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Deathbed

Harmonise with nature ,
As seasons start to fall .
Capture the zephyr ,
As the hollow starts to call .

Treasure all ur secrets ,
As whispers start to dwindle .
Shake off all ur troubles ,
As the shackle wont have one to finger .

Friend all ur enemies ,
As the difference wont do much .
Hold ur close one dearly ,
As it might be one last touch .

Spend one last minute ,
As memories starts to flash .
Look closely to all those moments ,
Just before the sound of the monotonous ends .

I Wanna

I wanna fall from the stars ,
So i can see this world in another point of view .
I wanna fly like the wind ,
So i can travel miles through meadows and fields .

I wanna sing like the siren ,
So i can capture the hearts of all mankind .
I wanna tick like the clock ,
So i can feel every moment , beat and time .

I wanna climb up a tree ,
So i can see what it sees .
I wanna swim with the fishes ,
So i can understand how they feel .

I wanna talk like my mother ,
So i can experience how it is to be a father .
I wanna learn like a child ,
So i can start everything anew , again .

Friday, August 05, 2005

End Of The World

Lifted spirits .
Beginning of life .
Bottomless pits .
A human hive .
Smile of the sun .
Whisper between trees .
Flora's sacred secrets .
Sinner down on his knees .
Towering love .
Mercy rain .
White pure dove .
Healing pain .
Subsiding storms .
Cooling breeze .
Seaman's joy .
Calming seas .

But shadows descend after ...

A burning coal .
Sounds of falling bells .
Flaming souls .
Inferno calls from hell .
Mumbling prayers .
Stop of the purple heart .
Cries of the millions .
Jesus's blood .
Lonliness shadows .
Avarice sounds .
Hatred bellows .
Revival of Count .
Falling churches .
Angels depart .
Bloodshed of people .
Painting abstract art .

The world is ...
Falling apart .

Monday, August 01, 2005

This Or That

Indecisive yet so adamant ,
So gentle yet so animal .
So straight acting yet is bent ,
Such pleasure is actual torment .


Time-consuming yet so free ,
So late and yet too early .
Objection but agreeable ,
Cantankerous yet so friendly .

So smart but yet so dumb ,
Senile but is actual normal .
So boring but yet is fun ,
Casual is but formal .

Felt so young but its so old ,
Head to head or head to toe .
Felt so warm but freezing cold ,
A pot of silver or a pot of gold ?

Friday, July 29, 2005

Time

Ignorant of it when we are young ,
Never knew what it did .
Only till when we know what it has done ,
We are no more a kid .

As we live among our family ,
And have fun with our friends .
We wish that it will not go by ,
But there's nothing we comprehend .

Busy now with works and errands ,
We wish that it'll go by .
But things will still remain ,
No matter how we fly .

Now we sit on our rocking chair ,
Reading news and stuff .
As we watch the clouds go by ,
Our family , our friends and past .

Thursday, July 28, 2005

Crossroads

I see many of my long lost friends ,
As i flash back on my memories .
I tried to recall all those moments ,
I remembered all my childhood dreams .

Those moments when we were young ,
Innocent and flawless in their eyes .
Playing and studying together ,
Was what we paid the price .

Now some were gone ,
Somewhere unknown or somewhere far .
Some stayed for long ,
Together , watching stars .

Some went for science ,
Some are just learning tricks .
Some devote themselves to art ,
While im now embedded into music .

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Terrorism

Planting ,
Wait and kill .
Laughing ,
Inflicting fear .

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Crush-ed

He was charming ,
Suave and cool .
I was stupid ,
Shy and fooled .

We met around the corner ,
Passing each other by .
I was blushing red ,
As i caught a glimpse of his face .

He was charming and suave ,
I was fooled by his face .
He was cool and steady ,
While i got cheated silly .

I felt the connection between us ,
It was a pair made in heaven .
But there were other girls ,
Six , eight or was it seven ?

I knew i had no chance ,
The limelight will never shine .
I knew i cannot dance ,
Even when the light was mine .

So , i went home ,
With thoughts and tears .
I stood at the mirror with my comb ,
Looking at my reflection like a sphere .

Fate was never mine ,
When i met him twice .
Now with another woman ,
I bowed and ate my rice ...

[For ChaiXia : Take things easy ... HAHA!!!]

Monday, July 25, 2005

Stop

Falling numbers ,
Running notes .
Shooting arrows ,
Burning stones .

Cacophony ,
Badly toned .
Garden pea and ,
Telephones .

Yawning ,
Idling .
Sleeping ,
Flop .

Talking ,
Gibberish .
Pointing ,
Stop .

Just stop .

Sunday, July 24, 2005

My Reflection

I stood there crying ,
Over at that corner .
With my eyes fixed ,
On that pail of muddy water .

I rubbed my cheeks ,
To dry my tears .
Pain in my ruby eyes ,
As it shone all my fears .

Once in a while ,
I would just walk over .
To stare and look ,
Over the dirty water .

Unless someone comes along ,
Or things will never change .
That pail of water ,
The dirt will just remain .